SO, I just figured out that I am such a dork! I couldn't get into my blog and it was because I was trying to sign in under the wrong email address. I really need to change things so I have one email address, because apparently 40 is getting to me! Thanks to David Kutcher who helped me figure it out. :)
On to the post! So, 10 days ago, I turned 40, and I'm loving it! I just feel this total sense of self, it's so awesome. I just feel like I know what I want, I know where I'm going, etc. I know that probably sounds weird, but it is what it is...
On Jan 11, 2013, I will have two years sobriety under my belt. It's so cool to know that I don't have to be afraid to feel, and I don't have to turn my feelings into anger. I'm still a long way from well, but I'm different from what I used to be...
Even with whatever flu/illness I've got going on, I am happy, I feel good (though not so much physically today) and I love my kids. Anyway, I feel like I just can deal with what I have now, that I have the tools to continue on. :) If you think you have a problem with alcohol or substance abuse, I recommend going to AA. There are people there who can help you! :)
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